Fix You

one of my fav song. . .

Coldplay - Fix you

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And on your face I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

To the oldest

Keep on praying in my back mom and dad,

You know,
I Love both of you with a undefined way..

You know,
its very hard for me to say direcly.

I'm afraid, and this afraidness bring me to the grey zone where i can't see clearly.
And you still give me a lot of love that i can't explain..

I'm sorry for all that i've done,
made a disappoint things.

You know,
suddenly this world always give us a big bag trash of live,
and i'm still your little girl who can't learn fastly,
So i made a mistakes, again and again..

You know it,,?

I guess is not..!

but,
i'll never mind it.

Because I know,
both of you just want for my best to grow up
and being a big girl who always can find a way to keep a walk by my own..

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING...

:your daughter:

Eclipse

Kelap kelip merah hijau biru di langit - langit kamar
Buatku terjaga hingga pagi menjelang,
ditemani alunan musik yang semakin lama semakin menghanyutkan,
tapi tetap saja tak buatku terlelap..

Mata ini lelah, tapi hati terus mencari,
dimana 'rumah' yang aku nanti..?

Terdiam ku masih mengulang kata yang sama,
padahal seribu kata lain bilang percuma.
Bila ku harus menyerah, ya sudah...
aku selesai dengan ini,
dan kudapati diriku bermimpi. . .